So glad I walk by faith and not by sight and feeling , for the latter two  fail me especially today !
My sight was Dem and my feelings were dull ! :-( Yet Mom needed a perm for our trip to Florida for  Jason and Jill's Wedding , What to do ! well driving  40 miles to my work was not what i wanted to do on my day off ! so I took her to Great Clips 3 Min's. away and they did a great Job I ran some errands  while she was serviced . Now she needs shoes :-(  okay to target no luck ! Now to  Macy's no go ! ;-(  Oh well that will be on the list for my next day off ! I feel like and only child ! ummmm ! Just venting !!! Iam not even telling the hafe of it Bla Bla Bla !  !Iam tried:-(

Know what time it is !

 To everything there is season, a time to every purpose under Heaven!
A time to be born
A time to die
A time to plant
A time that to pluck up
A time to kill
A time to heal
A time  to build up
A time to break down
A time to weep
A time to laugh
A time to mourn
A time to dance
A time to cast away stones
A time gather stones together
A time to embrace
A time to refrain from embracing
A time to get
A time to lose
A time to keep
A time to cast away
A time rend
A time to sew
A time Keep Silence
A time to speak
A time to love
A time to hate
A time to war
 A time of peace !!!!!Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter !!!!
 , Fear God and keep His commandments : for this is the whole duty of man !
From Ecclesiastes 3 :1-8 and 12 :13
The word of God is so awesome  !!!  A light unto my path!!!!!!!

Jesus calling

Apirl 5 th.

Let me fill you with my love ,Joy and peace! these are Glory gifts. Flowing from my living presence. As you go through this day everyday trust me to provide the strenght that you need moment by moment ,Don't waste time energy wondering whether you are adequate for the today's journey. My Spirit within you is more than sufficient to handle whatsoever this day may bring . I am your confidence!!!!! Spend time with me and find your strength! Your word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path. Praise you Jesus !

Wonderful truth!

I love the way Pastor Prince tells the wonderful truth , and want to pass it on.

Enjoy."God loves you." You’ve most likely heard this before. You might have been a child the first time someone told you these three incredible words. But knowing about it and believing it aren’t the same thing. Over and over again, we see in God’s Word that when His people truly believe that God loves them, they don’t just sit back and say, “Well, that’s nice.” No, they receive it into their hearts and it transforms every area of their lives. You see, when people truly believe that the Lord loves them, their relationship with the Lord deepens beyond anything they can ever imagine and the revelation changes their lives for good in a way nothing else can. Today, you can experience this same revelation in your own life! Now you might say, “Pastor Prince, of course I know God loves me. He loves everybody.” That’s not what I’m talking about. God’s love for you is not a vague, general sort of love. He loves YOU personally, intimately and passionately. This is not something you just learn with your mind and know in your head. It’s not enough for me to tell you this. I want you to experience it for yourself. Beloved, God loves you personally, passionately, unconditionally... perfectly. Knowing this changes everything in your life. Let’s look at one powerful way this perfect love transforms our lives. In 1 John 4:18, NKJV, the apostle John tells us, "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment..."."Perfect love casts out all fear. My friend, by “perfect love”, John’s talking about God’s perfect love for us, not our love for God. That can never be perfect! And it’s your experiencing this perfect love of God personally that will drive out every tormenting thought and fear from your life. You see, you can’t drive fear out of your life by trying harder, being stronger or doing more for God to earn His protection or approval. The only way to get fear out of your life is to expose it to something stronger and more powerful… and there’s nothing in the universe more powerful than God’s perfect love. God’s love for you is so powerful that fear can’t co-exist with it! Receive His perfect love into your heart today!Romans 8:32, NKJV, says, "He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things?" When you realize how much the Father loves you—that He did not withhold His beloved Son so that you could become His child and forever have Jesus’ presence, favor and blessings in your life, peace and faith will fill your heart. My friend, I want to encourage you to personally receive the perfect love of God through the finished work of the cross today. When you believe in God’s love for YOU, it increases your ability to receive all the blessings God wants to give you. Whatever you need today—health, wholeness, favor or wisdom—you will receive effortlessly from Him! When you are so secure in His love for you, negative circumstances will no longer affect you the way they used to.
Awesome !

look up !

Hey guys !

Something to think about !

As I read much of what others post on face book ! and i go deeper :-) I come to one conclusion! mankind is hurting and in need of answers to the pain and a reason to keep on keeping on ! CS.Lewis said pain is Gods Megaphone ! come unto me all you who are heavy laden and I will give you rest !Even the well known Scientist and visionaries of this world agree something big is about to happen !Well we need not be blind ! Never can anyone say I didn't know ! God has made himself known in the word of God and He said come learn of me . If you are a new bee:-) Read Saint John starting in Chapter 1 . We are are blessed to be alive in this present time when we see the end time prophesy coming to pass !!! But our hearts grieve for those who will not hear ! God is love !

It"s late but this is on my heart I will try to write it out .

Some that really don't know my heart might think . How can she love the Twilight Sages and be a !bible believing born-again christian there is really no other kind :-) well let me explain !

The bible said the life is in the blood !Now I don't believe in vampires ! but I do believe in life everlasting and it is truly in the blood of the sacrificial lamb Christ Jesus. Bella truly wants everlasting life with her love Edward .She is willing to forfeit her earthy life to gain eternal life with her love .The Mormon witter has part of the big picture in her dream but not the whole picture makes for a great story but not the full truth !Bella in the last book goes to the point of death for the love of her life ! I see when she opens her eyes to new life ! Not everlasting death but the life I see is life everlasting with Christ my savior not in death but life everlasting !I see her new supernatural body and i see my new supernatural body that is mine in Christ Jesus ! its written its done !Twilight sagas in my eyes is awesome truth of how love Reigns!I could back up my beliefs with a mountain of bible verses .If you want them I have them . I will give you this one! John 3:16 For God soooooooo loved the world that he gave his only begotten son ,that Whosoever believeth in him should NOT perish but everlasting life. Life everlasting !!! its a promise God can not lie !for He Is truth. ! to the pure all things are pure ! Twilight sages I love you ! So Edward it's not about it is not about you !!!!! :-) later

Life a battle!

Today Is Sunday ,

We Christian call it the Lords day , In the OT it was Sat. and called the Sabbath Ever sense Jesus went to the cross to fulfill what was proclaimed and demanded in the OT which we as men/ women could never do ! Yet He did it perfectly and it pleased the Father ,So we can rest in His finished work .!Okay I don't want to get to preachy :-) Today I battled with my lazy self to get up and go to worship , and put one foot in front of the other and do the next good thing , today was the first Sunday and at my church is the day of Communion ,well I took the wine and holding it in my hand I had my eyes closed thanking God for the Blood shed for my sins I missed when they where passing the bread the Lords body ! Um mm! that was a first for me , What do I do ? I just said Lord I am so thankful you are perfect for I am not !!!!after worship I wandered around Target and got the needed things like Starbucks I was so needing my caffeine ! like an Idiot !!I skipped breakfast by 12: 30 I was almost comatose ! I had the rest of my day planed I was going home and study my Art . Mom called and said she was coming home after being at my sisters for 8 days , OKAY readjust :-) I did get some Art study in, I am trying to go with the flow !so against my 100% personality, I am learning a little here a little there is okay !! isn't it ?????????????????????

moving so fast !

Before I joined the smart phone community, I would just upload my pictures from my camera, easy ! :-) well now that I am so smart that I

use my Smart phone for.pictures,I can't remember how to use my camera Smart Hun!!!!!!!!??????????????I have a new art I am working on and can"t upload it .I sure wish I had a help mate smarter then me !!!!:-( Later

puzzle

Hello ! glad your looking in :-) always welcomed!


I was thinking last night ,Life is a puzzle,so many pieces to put in the right place you all know , family , job, hobbies, dreams, loves, to make that beautiful picture we all want , And as I was thinking God just showed me the keys to the puzzle ! the Alpha and the Omega awesome! WOW ! Lord that makes perfect sense ! With out the first piece the last piece what we are working for can never be the perfect lovely picture we are spending all those years working to create . I would hate to think all my time was wasted ! and could never be framed and be complete all because I was missing the Alpha and the Omega .





I AM THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA,


THE BEGANNING AND THE END!


REVELATION . 1:8


1:11


21:6


22:13 --- Later:-)

Hello !

Hey ! I told you from the get-go I'm not your day by day blogger , this pace maybe every three years .Ha ha !


It's been 3 year's My Paul has been away in Heaven with Our Lord , I have learning how to be a caretaker! My Mom has been in my home from the time Paul left . Atomizers early stages I have finally embraced the honor , No longer waiting for others to help with my calling ,My Mom is a gift ! God will bring the help as needed . It's a crazy illness , The hardest thing is keeping my mind eon my work when she is home alone ! She don't use the stove Praise God ! she set does do laundry! thats a plus for me :-) Yes I have two sister's but there life is filled with drama t :-) at this time ssssooo I will keep on keeping on ! I do hope I will have the brain power to post more often ! Later

Some of you know God gave me a gift in 2001, Paul! we enjoyed so many wonderful times together, We shared our love in many fun ways .Writing notes and poems was one of the many. I will share some here.

That toilet bowl thing
I lifted the lid, and what did I see
A message ,honey from you to me
The message you wrote was perfectly clear,
You told me how much you loved me dear.

I never received a message that way,
You are an original, what more can i say.

I laughed so hard ,I almost could'nt pee
You see the effect, you have on me.

Your actions are so spontanious and new,
I'd love to spend my life with you.

Hugs Paul

WOW ! I sure am a failure blogger.which raises my respect for those who do it well.

Pauls words

I will be posting some of Paul's poems he wrote .look for them they are so good ,he was such a lover of life and me .

Life after death

Wow !, its been awhile , where do I Start again ,baby steps I guess. My Paul is with Jesus ,and Iam here to keep on keeping on until the day we will meet once more on a new and more perfect plain. love never dies, We both new that and made our plans to meet again . Jesus is and was our conection I will leave it at that for you know what you know .I want to keep this blog up --- but with face book so easy and quick Iam not sure any one will take the time to read my blog ,but its fun and gives me something to do . My life is full ,I am the caretaker of my mom who has Alzimers early but still difficult ,She is in rehab at this time maybe a few more weeks after breaking her elbow ,in the time she is out of house we my sisters and i are trying to empty her Apt. And make her room here at my place feel like home for her .Big job , one day at a time do-a-ble.I still work at my passion HAIR bring in the $ and fills the art in my heart,I also paint oils now but want to try water color ,you need to sure of yourself for water color its unforgiving .Okay have a new start on my blog , LATER

Trip to Pensacola

Paul me and Jason The purple parrot

Jeremy Ashley and Zane

Paul and I had a great time in Pensacola we stayed with Jeremy and Ashley for three nights than rented a place at the beach. They came and spent some time with us we played in the pool and walked on the beach it was more lovely than I remember when I lived there .We had a great dinner with Jason then went back to the beach house and talked for hours

Making Memories

Its been a busy two weeks Paul and I flew to New Orleans landed 11:30 rented a car and found our way to Nola's in the French Quarter 's .It was only fourteen miles from the air port and our reservations was at 2:00 so I had planned plenty of time ( for a local) Nola is a Emerils restaurant so while getting all the map quest lined up for our down-south adventure I got directions to Emeril's in New Orleans.Not thinking there where two Emerils in New Orleans .My first thoughts of New Orleans where Get- me -out -of- here I want to go back home It was HOT- dead and dirty. We're in the wrong side of town after getting lost many X's I finally found Emerils .Now for a place to park after circling round and around I seen a lot with three cars and a Mexican with a make sift hut I pulled in and he came over and ask me for 10 bucks I gladly gave him the money and Paul and I went for a two block walk to our fine dinning at Emeril's . this was hard for Paul he has heart failure and walking on this day in hot air was a hardship. We did it and was standing in front of Emerils only to see the sign Closed till 5:00.Can't be We have reservations at 2:00 somethings wrong .looking at my very patient Paul and feeling responsible for the mess up.I said you stay here I will go get the car and maybe some money back I'll pick you up and we will work this out .After picking him up we drive on and start asking everyone we see where is NOLA'S .The streets are very narrow and a lot of one way's in the French Quarters and it was 1:55 buy now and I was almost crying and Paul was thinking I would rather be Cruising .Hand me my phone ! I called Nolas I was a block away okay we will get there if I can find a parking spot I didn't want Paul walking so I dropped him off at Nolas door and I was off to find a place to rest my SUV.Pulled into the first parking garage had to back out they were having trouble with the machine. Great! went on to hunt -- two more blocks and pulled in to a respectable looking parking Lot 20.00 dollars please! Okay 25.00 in an hour and we have not done anything but drive in New Oleans yet but money was no object I was on a quest to get to Nolas where we were going to have one of the best meals of our life or of my life, Paul could care less.Micky Ds Dollar menu would satisfy my man just find. I walked a few blocks to Nola Paul was standing waiting for me hoping I wouldn't be pulled into a ally and never be seen again .We were seated .The place was small looked some what like a small Ware house with a large elevator in the middle you could see the kitchen the waitress and waiters were very attentive .I was joking with the waitress and said this better be good for all we've been though I think I wasn't joking.She processed to recommend a red fish which was not on the menu .I ordered the recommend dish .Paul ordered some pork dish ,I LOVED the red fish the best ever Yummy ! Paul was not moved by his meal The bill was 82.00 more than we ever spend on lunch ,then Paul left 100.00 on the table and went to the mens room I was talking to the waitress when the bill came and didn't pay attend to what was going down .The sweet waitress took the bill and as she was walking away said do you want change and I said no and thanks for your service. We always leave 20% and even more for good service , he always knows where his $ is going so I thought we don't need change ,she came back and said thanks sooo much I said your welcome .Paul came back and we left rehashing the lunch at Nola's in the car we realized the tip was included in the bill and we gave her some 19.00 more .so our trip to Nola's for lunch was a sweet 125.00 This was a memory made.not to be repeated. Later

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Here is my PC Guru Rebecca who likes to be called Becca.She is a very gifted lovely women much more then she see's. which is kinda nice her humility I mean She is one of the reasons my life is so joyful ,she makes everything she does look as easy as blowing bubbles .My frist born







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Helpful Friend's

Hello, Just want to honor a friend, Cherly is her name and myladeda is her blog we work together and she took the time out of her lunch hour to help me some with my blogging skills ,I wish I could say I retained every thing she showed me BUT once is not enough for me . Thanks Cheryl, I did get your picture on not in the right spot but on ,WHOO!!! Next I want to share with you my PC Guru-Later

Monday Monday

Running in the rain today ,taking my mom places ,she spend the night last night so we got a early start,headed to her Attorney's office way out in the country in Hartford Co. lovely drive even in the rain,After business we went to lunch at her favorite pizza place on york Rd. And it was so We both ordered a large one to take home and freeze for later she does that a lot on Mondays because they are half Price also went to target for a easy to use alarm clock and some other things for her.She loves to spend time with me and any of her girls , she has three when ever possible is 82 and still going strong most of the time.I took her home and headed home my self to my hubby and gave him pizza for dinner,Did a quick hair cut for a friend ,worked on my blog ,watched two of our monday night shows which were terrific-Bones and Lost.Worked on blog again .Now call it anight--Later

Mothers day

New day New Blog!
I was awoken this morning with a call from my first born son ,Jason who likes to be called JD .His middle name is Denver after his Grandfather, Not John Denver,but Denver Cox,although looking back he could be named after John Denver because he loved his style he would go to sleep with ( YOU WAKE UP MY SENSES) on the radio at the age of 12 years old and i would go into panic mode, Thinking Oh my God not yet PLEASE , years have passed and he is making his own way very well , any way it was so good to hear his voice early this morning saying HAPPY MOTHERS Day,Only a mother could know!!Started me off great Then a call from my #3 son Jeremy by way of his Son my Grandson Zane saying Happy Muthers day he is almost three,what a joy to hear, we talked for awhile then Jeremy was on the phone sending his love to me .What a joy to be a mom ,so after that i passed the love on to my Mom who is 82 she was brought to my house for a dinner and sleep over by my sis Brenda and Tom my brother-in law after they had a nice brunch with mom.Then i touched base with Rebbecca my first born ,we talk every day and she sent me beautiful live red rose house plant yesterday i called her and she said NO I SHOULD CALL YOU ON MOTHERS DAY , But I couldn't wait you see we are on different time zones she is in WA and I am in Md. so three hours difference in time .It was so wonderful to talk with all of my rug rats in one day .A Mothers joy is to connect with her adult childern and just know everything is OKAY,Happy Mothers day to all the mothers out there---Later