It"s late but this is on my heart I will try to write it out .

Some that really don't know my heart might think . How can she love the Twilight Sages and be a !bible believing born-again christian there is really no other kind :-) well let me explain !

The bible said the life is in the blood !Now I don't believe in vampires ! but I do believe in life everlasting and it is truly in the blood of the sacrificial lamb Christ Jesus. Bella truly wants everlasting life with her love Edward .She is willing to forfeit her earthy life to gain eternal life with her love .The Mormon witter has part of the big picture in her dream but not the whole picture makes for a great story but not the full truth !Bella in the last book goes to the point of death for the love of her life ! I see when she opens her eyes to new life ! Not everlasting death but the life I see is life everlasting with Christ my savior not in death but life everlasting !I see her new supernatural body and i see my new supernatural body that is mine in Christ Jesus ! its written its done !Twilight sagas in my eyes is awesome truth of how love Reigns!I could back up my beliefs with a mountain of bible verses .If you want them I have them . I will give you this one! John 3:16 For God soooooooo loved the world that he gave his only begotten son ,that Whosoever believeth in him should NOT perish but everlasting life. Life everlasting !!! its a promise God can not lie !for He Is truth. ! to the pure all things are pure ! Twilight sages I love you ! So Edward it's not about it is not about you !!!!! :-) later

Life a battle!

Today Is Sunday ,

We Christian call it the Lords day , In the OT it was Sat. and called the Sabbath Ever sense Jesus went to the cross to fulfill what was proclaimed and demanded in the OT which we as men/ women could never do ! Yet He did it perfectly and it pleased the Father ,So we can rest in His finished work .!Okay I don't want to get to preachy :-) Today I battled with my lazy self to get up and go to worship , and put one foot in front of the other and do the next good thing , today was the first Sunday and at my church is the day of Communion ,well I took the wine and holding it in my hand I had my eyes closed thanking God for the Blood shed for my sins I missed when they where passing the bread the Lords body ! Um mm! that was a first for me , What do I do ? I just said Lord I am so thankful you are perfect for I am not !!!!after worship I wandered around Target and got the needed things like Starbucks I was so needing my caffeine ! like an Idiot !!I skipped breakfast by 12: 30 I was almost comatose ! I had the rest of my day planed I was going home and study my Art . Mom called and said she was coming home after being at my sisters for 8 days , OKAY readjust :-) I did get some Art study in, I am trying to go with the flow !so against my 100% personality, I am learning a little here a little there is okay !! isn't it ?????????????????????

moving so fast !

Before I joined the smart phone community, I would just upload my pictures from my camera, easy ! :-) well now that I am so smart that I

use my Smart phone for.pictures,I can't remember how to use my camera Smart Hun!!!!!!!!??????????????I have a new art I am working on and can"t upload it .I sure wish I had a help mate smarter then me !!!!:-( Later

puzzle

Hello ! glad your looking in :-) always welcomed!


I was thinking last night ,Life is a puzzle,so many pieces to put in the right place you all know , family , job, hobbies, dreams, loves, to make that beautiful picture we all want , And as I was thinking God just showed me the keys to the puzzle ! the Alpha and the Omega awesome! WOW ! Lord that makes perfect sense ! With out the first piece the last piece what we are working for can never be the perfect lovely picture we are spending all those years working to create . I would hate to think all my time was wasted ! and could never be framed and be complete all because I was missing the Alpha and the Omega .





I AM THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA,


THE BEGANNING AND THE END!


REVELATION . 1:8


1:11


21:6


22:13 --- Later:-)

Hello !

Hey ! I told you from the get-go I'm not your day by day blogger , this pace maybe every three years .Ha ha !


It's been 3 year's My Paul has been away in Heaven with Our Lord , I have learning how to be a caretaker! My Mom has been in my home from the time Paul left . Atomizers early stages I have finally embraced the honor , No longer waiting for others to help with my calling ,My Mom is a gift ! God will bring the help as needed . It's a crazy illness , The hardest thing is keeping my mind eon my work when she is home alone ! She don't use the stove Praise God ! she set does do laundry! thats a plus for me :-) Yes I have two sister's but there life is filled with drama t :-) at this time ssssooo I will keep on keeping on ! I do hope I will have the brain power to post more often ! Later

Some of you know God gave me a gift in 2001, Paul! we enjoyed so many wonderful times together, We shared our love in many fun ways .Writing notes and poems was one of the many. I will share some here.

That toilet bowl thing
I lifted the lid, and what did I see
A message ,honey from you to me
The message you wrote was perfectly clear,
You told me how much you loved me dear.

I never received a message that way,
You are an original, what more can i say.

I laughed so hard ,I almost could'nt pee
You see the effect, you have on me.

Your actions are so spontanious and new,
I'd love to spend my life with you.

Hugs Paul

WOW ! I sure am a failure blogger.which raises my respect for those who do it well.